It is good to be back and I can’t wait to return to my studies.
Emotional Intuitive
•August 16, 2009 • 3 CommentsForce Exercise:
The Emotional Intuitive
After taking the test it became apparent to me that I am indeed an Emotional Intuitive. I always suspected I was but never had confirmation until now.
All of my life I was able to either sense or absorb the emotions and feelings of others. When I was much younger it was often difficult to deal with that and there were occasions when I would lash out toward others to rid myself of an overabundance of feelings. Sometimes, even to this day, I will cry for no reasons as it seems and now I know that I must have absorbed sensations from somewhere without having realized it.
After a busy day at work or interacting with many people I seek solitude. Only that way can I center and balance myself again. If I do not have the opportunity to receive “Me Time” I can become irritable and moody and it becomes very difficult for me not to unleash what is bottled up inside me.
Since I am a single mother with constant struggles one way or the other I began to keep many emotions inside and it almost killed me. Not in a literal sense but mentally. When I finally started to meditate again and took time out for myself my emotional state has gotten much better.
I remember a time when I had just removed my ex-husband from our home and he would call me on occasion. After those phone calls I felt so much anger welling up within me that I was at a loss how to release such emotions. As a result I would go into the bathroom and let out a loud scream.
Over the following years I started meditation exercises and found back to my earlier Jedi Path and Training. The darkness that had slowly begun to creep into me subsided and my emotional state improved.
Today I can comprehend the emotions of others and my own much better. Only seldom to I have meltdowns due to emotional overloads now but I also have even become more sensible to sensing others.
(Meditation Exercise will follow. )
Hello world!
•August 7, 2009 • 1 CommentWell, this is exciting. I am just getting used to all of this and have begun to work my way through the workbook. This weekend will be a start to something new and I hope to find the time I like and need to dedicate to my training and to continue my walk along the Jedi Path.